I’m gonna marry this man and he will sing me to sleep every night
I still think about you from time to time… I know I shouldn’t though.
This kid! Ugh I can’t get him out of my mind!!! I screwed things up and lost my chance but I still like this kid. I hugged him about a week ago and I just wanna scream at him “Tyler ya douche, Ive fallen hard for you and I’m sorry but damnit be with me!!!” but I can’t, because they usually lock ppl up for shit like that. But the fact remains that I still miss him, I still find ways to see him , I still find reasons to talk to him. All I want is another chance. If he’d give me an actual, full on, ‘let’s-date-and-be-happy-chance, I’d never hurt him. I’d never leave him. Id be so happy, I’d make him happy…but love hates me and so does karma bc the kid will never see this…and I’m too chicken to send it to him.